Here's to a sleepless night. This one's really all my fault for i slept til early afternoon and then took a nap earlier. I know i shouldn't have but it felt oh so good and it was one of those naps were i felt like i'm awake and continued on with my days. Those are always fun when i finally wake up and realize that none of it actually happened and that i am not a few days ahead. If all of that was completely confusing, i am deeply sorry.
school. what can i say about school? it's here. i'm here. I don't know how i'm keeping the schedule that i'm doing. Sometimes it's hard to remember that i am actually here. Reality is a funny thing and it can play tricks on you. Some mornings i just don't want to get out of bed but i still do. I fight it but i eventually crawl out of bed and go to class and work. My friends. oh gosh. it's getting hard. if anything, it's mostly a hi and a bye. Sad but true and oh the guilt i feel b/c of it..um..yea. So to my friends, i'm sorry. I do not mean to abandon anyone. I am such an outsider now a days due to my busy schedule. I am still here whenever anyone needs me regardless of time.
~~Anywho~~
oh i miss my family so much. My annoying little bro. my dad..but most of all, My mom.wow..still love her tons and think about her constantly, so...
In My Daughter's Eyes- Martina McBride
In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero.
I am strong an' wise,
And I know no fear.
But the truth is plain to see:
She was sent to rescue me,
I see who I wanna be, in my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes, everyone is equal,
Darkness turns to light,
And the world is at peace.
This miracle God gave to me,
Gives me strength when I am weak.
I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes.
An' when she wraps her hand around my finger,
Oh, it puts a smile in my heart.
Everything becomes a little clearer.
I realise what life is all about.
It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough;
It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up.
I've seen the light: it's in my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes, I can see the future.
A reflection of who I am,
An' what will be.
An' though she'll grow an', some day, leave:
Maybe raise a family,
When I'm gone, I hope you'll see,
How happy she made me,
For I'll be there, in my daughter's eyes.
This is such a beautiful song and everytime it plays, it just gets to me. Not just because of the words. Yes, the words are so powerful, but because the memory i have linked to it the first time i heard it:) Hope you enjoy it
school. what can i say about school? it's here. i'm here. I don't know how i'm keeping the schedule that i'm doing. Sometimes it's hard to remember that i am actually here. Reality is a funny thing and it can play tricks on you. Some mornings i just don't want to get out of bed but i still do. I fight it but i eventually crawl out of bed and go to class and work. My friends. oh gosh. it's getting hard. if anything, it's mostly a hi and a bye. Sad but true and oh the guilt i feel b/c of it..um..yea. So to my friends, i'm sorry. I do not mean to abandon anyone. I am such an outsider now a days due to my busy schedule. I am still here whenever anyone needs me regardless of time.
~~Anywho~~
oh i miss my family so much. My annoying little bro. my dad..but most of all, My mom.wow..still love her tons and think about her constantly, so...
In My Daughter's Eyes- Martina McBride
In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero.
I am strong an' wise,
And I know no fear.
But the truth is plain to see:
She was sent to rescue me,
I see who I wanna be, in my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes, everyone is equal,
Darkness turns to light,
And the world is at peace.
This miracle God gave to me,
Gives me strength when I am weak.
I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes.
An' when she wraps her hand around my finger,
Oh, it puts a smile in my heart.
Everything becomes a little clearer.
I realise what life is all about.
It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough;
It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up.
I've seen the light: it's in my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes, I can see the future.
A reflection of who I am,
An' what will be.
An' though she'll grow an', some day, leave:
Maybe raise a family,
When I'm gone, I hope you'll see,
How happy she made me,
For I'll be there, in my daughter's eyes.
This is such a beautiful song and everytime it plays, it just gets to me. Not just because of the words. Yes, the words are so powerful, but because the memory i have linked to it the first time i heard it:) Hope you enjoy it
