mandey's world

weekend..oh the weekend. i felt like i should update since it's been about a week but can't think of what to update about. things are complicated and hey, that's normal i guess. got my first english paper back and was suprised with the grade especially with the effort that i put into it. I now have my project assignment for my upper level english class. I am to do a presentation on Harlem renaissance as Hurston uses it in writing As Their Eyes Were Watching God. I have roughly a month to prepare but this isn't something i can put off. My instructor has already set a high bar for me to achieve b/c she is interested in my topic. fun times there;) I am actually up to the challenge. She seems pretty strict and all but she is so passionate and just wants to make sure that we comprehend the material well enough. The project is our fun part of the class as the rest of the time we spend it reading our book which is full of history. THis class is a history class but american literature history. It can get extremely boring but hey, gotta take the class if i want my degree.

going through different moods of the times. can't explain it all really. sometimes i'm extremely hyper and will walk to 7-11 for a slurpee while other times i just want to lay around and nap..gotta give props to several people who know who they are that just randomly cheer me up. unexpected phone calls have proven to be fun and shopping with the roommates! yea...fun times there. decisions...i hate decisions...it's the delibrative trait i have. i will ponder a decision for the longest time before i will follow through..why oh why must i be an adult? How do you ever know if the decision you are making is the right one? How does each one affect your life overall? How do you know that you're not screwing stuff up?

Anywho, it's early in the morning...i need sleep. oh and need to check the weather for this week since i need to get my astronomy lab out of the way! later all