ok..i think i really need to take some anger management classes. or something. learn how to deal w/this kind of crap effectively. it mustn't be good to always relieve myself of anger through rants to friends. thankyou to all that do support me. yal are a great therapy. i will try. i promise i will try to manage my anger better. it's just sometimes i get to the point i just can't hold it in anylonger. thanks again.