part of my body says defeat but another part of me actually says that i need to do Homework. because of this fight, i can do neither. Yes, you do see the right time post...it's only 9pm. but i stayed up almost all night last night..took a short nap if you wanna call it that and i've been going all day. burst of energy came at 8:30 in the am when i received an email from my english prof. that we would not have class but just turn in papers. sad that she's still sick but overjoyed not to sit through a lecture. but errands all day, and coffee house was a success! at least i thought so but that's just little ole me.
ok, well i've been arguing for weeks on end w/Ignacio on something, and this is my journal ..who cares who reads this right? ok here's my thing with best friends. i don't believe in them. The term is way too overused. I prefer "close" friends. Maybe i am not as optimistic as most, but i have my reasons. How can you call someone your best friend? i just don't get it. maybe it's the past playing into my pestimestic(sp?) ideas. all i know is that i have a track record that speaks for itself. The longest i ever had a "best" friend was a yr and i guess half before it got screwed out of wack. time after time again-so don't hate me for not jumping for joy at the thought of best friends. i accept close friends. yes..it takes a bit for me to even warm up to anyone let alone confide in anyone. right now there are a couple i actually confide it totally and that's awesome..i guess i hate that label. best friend? what does it mean? seriously. i will as jen told me, be a little more open, but...wow, i am becoming delusional again...too little sleep...i will just leave it there; i just had to get some of it out. night
ok, well i've been arguing for weeks on end w/Ignacio on something, and this is my journal ..who cares who reads this right? ok here's my thing with best friends. i don't believe in them. The term is way too overused. I prefer "close" friends. Maybe i am not as optimistic as most, but i have my reasons. How can you call someone your best friend? i just don't get it. maybe it's the past playing into my pestimestic(sp?) ideas. all i know is that i have a track record that speaks for itself. The longest i ever had a "best" friend was a yr and i guess half before it got screwed out of wack. time after time again-so don't hate me for not jumping for joy at the thought of best friends. i accept close friends. yes..it takes a bit for me to even warm up to anyone let alone confide in anyone. right now there are a couple i actually confide it totally and that's awesome..i guess i hate that label. best friend? what does it mean? seriously. i will as jen told me, be a little more open, but...wow, i am becoming delusional again...too little sleep...i will just leave it there; i just had to get some of it out. night
