mandey's world

yay for moms! seriously...to make things nice and short, life's been in the dumps these past few days...i've been the target for everything so what do i do being the person that i am?? shut myself in my room of course...earlier, my parents told me how sorry they were...of course i forgave them...my mom...yes..she so could tell that everyone was getting to me. ok i am the kind of person that won't come out and say that you are bothering me...i finally almost blew up at someone earlier but walked away..they of course called my parents and whined to them...that's when my parents told me how sorry they were...gotta luv them. so right now i am destressing myself..a smirnoff and a jackdaniels should do the trick...one thing i've learned-too much time in lubbock is a definate bad thing. i don't think i will ever be able to come back and live here; i like big city life. so on that note, i am thinking of at least try it next winter-stay in arlington and take a wintermester class...i get christmas week off..one week in lubbock and back to arlington..of course the parents will have to approve but honestly i don't see what's the reason to come to lubbock for a whole month??? well, i've almost finished my drink and after that i'm gonna go try that thing they call sleep...maybe for once i'll actually be able to experience it...laters.