mandey's world

i was thinking...i know, weird huh? no not really..but i was reflecting this morning on how many people that i am actually close to. people that i really care about...just thinking of all the relationships i have and how they vary in degree. oh wow..it is weird. i can't use my fingers. this is something that i'm not used to. last year i had no more than 5 at a time that i was truely close to. i guess i can see the development i have gone through. had i gone to tech, i doubt i would be this active in anything.

it's just been a big time of reflecting mostly..last night was watching reality shows (in particular-newlyweds jessica and nick) and it was the last episode. they were doing flashbacks and i guess that's what sparked the whole reflection. crazy? of course. well i just had the weirdest thing happen to me. sarah, one of the girls that lives here, came up to me and asked if i was living her next semester and then automatically remembered i am going to KC. she was so excited b/c she hoped that we would be floor buddies. lol..she's so cute:) and she told me something very interesting. so many people support me..so many people are rooting for me. in what? sucess. i guess. it's phenominal how many people have confidence in me. well to me it is. i just never realized how much of an effect i really had on anyone. well, i have some work to get done and things to do. oh yea, and nutrition. that would be good. laters.