well i'm officially hated by every female of suite 103...lol...i'm sorry; it's all out of my control. i can't keep stuff from happening...lol...i know your hatred for me will diminish once again soon enough so i'm not too tied up in that;)
why is it that a person says that you should be GRATEFUL that they made an appearance at your party. someone who means a lot to you and knows that this thing means a lot to you. and then they upright plan something else at the same time and say that you should be glad that they made the time for you. i'm sorry but that just peeves me off. sorry, i've been holding that in for a LONG time. my brother...grrr...ok, i sit through his 1st communion, confirmation, graduation, Wedding, in clothes that i can't stand. missed things i really luved just to be there for him. and the one time i ask him to be there for me, he has vacation? says i didn't give him enough of a notice? how's 10 months notice? how's 18 yrs notice? is that not enough time or what? and then he says that i should be happy that he stayed through the end of the ceremony...yea, him in his ragged clothes...sure. i'll be so ever grateful...can you hear the sarcasm? he might be my elder and all but i'm sorry, in so many ways i am more mature than he will ever be. ever since he met a certain someone, the well mannered gentleman he used to be has slowly disappeared. he would have made a great catch before he succumbed to his present being. it's so sad that the brother that i thought would always always be there for me isn't really...the one that always was a shoulder has hardened his heart. then the one brother that i always fought with; the one that tried to give me backto the hospital when i was a baby is the one that i can ALWAYS count on. the one that even though i don't see him is watching out for me and making sure that i'm safe. i always wished and prayed for the day that i would never have to see him...the day he would move far away to begin his career and now? now i shudder when i think about it. i will be losing a well needed friend and protector. many a time when i'm taking my walks i've looked up and have seen him spying out of his window...yep..he loves me:) and josh? aww..the little ones are the sweetest. my JJ is the sweetest 7yr old ever. i just wish he wouldn't spend so much time with the oldest b/c it pollutes him...seriously. it's hard to explain but it took the longest time for me to see what my mom kept on telling me. but i cant wait till i can give him kisses and kisses!! and tackle him and read w/him. and of course shopping!! we have way too much fun! out of all my brothers josh and i have the closest relationship. weird huh? 11yrs difference and we are the closest...well i'm sorry that this post is long and drawn out...kudos to those who got through it all! question of the day: how well do you get along w/your siblings?
why is it that a person says that you should be GRATEFUL that they made an appearance at your party. someone who means a lot to you and knows that this thing means a lot to you. and then they upright plan something else at the same time and say that you should be glad that they made the time for you. i'm sorry but that just peeves me off. sorry, i've been holding that in for a LONG time. my brother...grrr...ok, i sit through his 1st communion, confirmation, graduation, Wedding, in clothes that i can't stand. missed things i really luved just to be there for him. and the one time i ask him to be there for me, he has vacation? says i didn't give him enough of a notice? how's 10 months notice? how's 18 yrs notice? is that not enough time or what? and then he says that i should be happy that he stayed through the end of the ceremony...yea, him in his ragged clothes...sure. i'll be so ever grateful...can you hear the sarcasm? he might be my elder and all but i'm sorry, in so many ways i am more mature than he will ever be. ever since he met a certain someone, the well mannered gentleman he used to be has slowly disappeared. he would have made a great catch before he succumbed to his present being. it's so sad that the brother that i thought would always always be there for me isn't really...the one that always was a shoulder has hardened his heart. then the one brother that i always fought with; the one that tried to give me backto the hospital when i was a baby is the one that i can ALWAYS count on. the one that even though i don't see him is watching out for me and making sure that i'm safe. i always wished and prayed for the day that i would never have to see him...the day he would move far away to begin his career and now? now i shudder when i think about it. i will be losing a well needed friend and protector. many a time when i'm taking my walks i've looked up and have seen him spying out of his window...yep..he loves me:) and josh? aww..the little ones are the sweetest. my JJ is the sweetest 7yr old ever. i just wish he wouldn't spend so much time with the oldest b/c it pollutes him...seriously. it's hard to explain but it took the longest time for me to see what my mom kept on telling me. but i cant wait till i can give him kisses and kisses!! and tackle him and read w/him. and of course shopping!! we have way too much fun! out of all my brothers josh and i have the closest relationship. weird huh? 11yrs difference and we are the closest...well i'm sorry that this post is long and drawn out...kudos to those who got through it all! question of the day: how well do you get along w/your siblings?
